ok my new years wishes r slowly coming true!!! by each month too is crazy. i shouldve wished for good grades but whatevs. 1st month is job and 2nd is love. GOD I WANNA SEE HIM SO BAD!!! i still doubt that he loves me more lol. "omg ngan why are u doubting my love!!!". honestly my biggest fear atm is him ignoring me forever. i need to stop being needy. i feel bad for him.