this is just sad. every little thing he texts makes me flustered now. IT SHOULDNT BC HE DOESNT EVEN MEAN IT LIKE THAT MOST OF THE TIME!!!!!!!1 FUCK ME BROOOOOOOOOOOO

i hate him so much but i love him idk wht to do.

i feel sad.

i feel like hes gonna leave me.

im being overly pessimistic again.