i fucking hope my friend isnt into me. holy shit id literally kill myself. hes not telling me who he likes and telling me when they met bc theres rlly no point in hiding it from me dawggggg

then againnnnnnnnn he said shes on a diff level than him and like obviously that doesnt mean me right?

yea! ill just ignore that part for now!

i really hope its not me bc that would ruin our years of friendship too 

i mean why would it be me? i feel a little narcissistic thinking it would be me but its just my anxiety  i think.